This is a sign

That I'm gonna be bad at personal relationships. I can't even remember to write in a journal that I started voluntarily. Maybe my heart isn't in it (or possibly since I'm talking about relationships, my penis ain't in it) but I honest to God have to find a way to make myself write in this. It's the only way I'm ever going to get lucid in my dreams is that if I do it properly. Please remember Matt. I'm planting this subconsciously in your head to JUST FUCKING DO IT!!
God I'm such an ass.